new found glory
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before school
I am excited to take this week off, it will be nice having time to relax. It is so weird for me to say that, for the past two years i've had all the time in the world.
I think i'm regressing.
I also think that my fish tank is giving me weird dreams.
It is easier for me to throw on a dress than anything, so why do people say i'm all dressed up when I have one on? It annoys me, so I rarely wear dresses... I am not dressed up. What a weird saying anyways, "dressed up"..
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car ride
"Their prison is only in their own minds, yet they are in that prison; and so afraid of being taken in that they cannot be taken out"
I probably should not be reading while riding.. but I have a good four or five hours ahead of me! I am really nervous about this evening and tomorrow, it breaks my heart already. I'm not sure why I have a posterous, I say little of meaning.
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canada!
Last night I was called ignorant because I'm not racist or homophobic, they will walk all over me and I need to open my eyes. Hahaha.
Also, we are not America! We are apart of North America.. the continent, it is not a country.. Leave it to us to be so self-centered.
I want out of this country. I, at least, need out of this part; I have very little respect for the [majority of] people around me.
Hahaha, wow.
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busy..
I made my first attempt at cooking tempeh last night, not delicious. I need to take a vegan cooking class for sure.
I bought eragon yesterday.. I'm really excited to start it. I got a few other cool books yesterday too that I'm very excited for :)
I've been pretty busy lately and that's great, I'm learning how to spend some time with friends.. it's nice being social. I'm still pretty evasive but I am working on that. I'm just always tired.
I am having an interesting, surreal week.. I love it :)
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deer
i had seven in my front yard the other night, it was amazing.
if i see one more dead deer in someone's garage, on a cell phone, fridge, computer, anywhere.. i think i might flip. it's so barbaric. people have no respect or sense of reality, its sickening.
i try to ignore when people eat meat, i understand how people are with their societal norms.. but i cannot tolerate the eating of any kind of exotic meat.
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i love coventry.
i saw a giant hawk eat a black squirrel in my backyard today.
when i got home from work tonight there were three deer in my driveway.
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love.
i don't know that i even believe in love, it is a broad word to describe so many feelings that aren't the same for two people. it's like trying to explain consciousness. i do have views on what the common word means, however. i do not believe that love should be hard. "It's after a long fight, that drains the life and bones right out of you both, and yet her showing up at your door the next morning anyway".. why do we think that is what love should be? we have such skewed ideas on everything. we have the ability to find someone that makes us feel good, someone that we truly accept, someone that understands, love is the one person in the world that takes away from the bullshit the rest of the world throws at us. if we aren't fully happy with someone then why are we spending valuable moments of our life on them? we deserve to be with someone that is like us, that we don't feel like we have to nag or change. we shouldn't have to fight with someone to know that we care about them. we shouldnt scream at the person that makes us feel good. love should be pure and kind. if you are with someone that does things that you really can't stand, then you should be with someone else.. and they should be with someone that accepts those things. we should never have to change who are to make someone happy.. who we are is all we have, and there is someone out there to accommodate that. we should not settle, being alone is scary.. but so is wasting life, both yours & the persons that isnt right for you. there is someone for everyone, we just need to realize that. love is the only thing in the world that should not be hard.
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